My god. What day is it?! Wow. I don't even know what's going on anymore cause all weekend nonstop I've been working like crazy, stressed, frustrated, swearing, and it has only been the first week of school! HOLY @#$@!!!!!! I spent ALL day yesterday on just one class. I kid you not!

What sucks is I have to "relearn how to draw for this field! Using the arm! Not the wrist so much! ooooo. For my own good I need to get 8 more 18x24 pages of personally designed cars for thursday. that's what i worked on today since 6am.

Still waiting to hear back from my friend who is a GM concept design manager. Im sure he's still very busy in brazil. But I sure could use some extra insights.

This school is like AMERICAN IDOL. For my department anyways. At the end of every semester you present to the department heads, and you hope to god you make the cut because by the time graduation rolls around only 25-30 students get to graduate with the AUtomotive Transportation Design Degree. Already I am working my azz off. I would find it hard to forgive myself if I didn't make it. I must make it. I've practically mastered everyother form of art besides sculpture. I want this for myself, and my past self that first started drawing perspective cars back in 2nd grade.